I am experimenting with an acid daydream metamorphosis of visual creations dreamt up to prove the psychedelic dream experience is inspired by my hallucinations as a paranoid schizophrenic.
Doors Of Acid Dream Perception is a film that takes place in an unknown time and in an unknown universe of psychedelic transcendence.
Like I'm painting a vivid transformation of my spirituality as the essence of my dreams connect to a deeper symbolic mythopoetic level of perception. I want to cast a spell upon my viewers with a gazing curse of euphoria mirroring ecstasy upon witnessing my computerized acid dream paradise.

Where abstracted illusions of a lyrically distorted reality bring together an imaginative fantasy of black magic acid witchcraft. My creative process is designed by-a methodology of conceptualization meant for discovery and reinvention. Through an anti-art art film poetry translation of Birthday Gurl's Acid Pop Film manifesto, it was then born into a manifestation of acid dream reality. The Acid Dream Experimental Video Art Film Making Manifesto a.k.a the Acid Pop manifesto is made up of descriptives linked to the desire within the video artist to write a hopeful message of inspiration to those lost dreamers who have movie-making dreams with limited resources. Dreamers who can instinctively and innocently color in the moving paintings outside the lines of their poetry book without a camera by using collage film making techniques..
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I shall present the opportunity for a chromatic entropy of painterly gesture to unveil a spectrum of awkward beauty. From a magical purity of acid dream perception and art form. This film design consists of manipulated line, color, shape, harmony, repetition, and balance within its rhythm and movement of explosive saturation that becomes the variety of the video artist's artistic vision. Rather than using conventions of predictable storytelling, instead of with this project the video artist's new film which she proposes to direct; Doors of Acid Dream Perception; is going to be a film spontaneously created by an avant-garde nonsensical metric system of chaos and stylized complexity having a unique beauty. From the rendering of made-up electric patterns designed by computer algorithms, inseparable from its subject of mood-changing rapture.
Within the mystic frequency of Doors of Acid Dream Perception, psychoactive rituals of listening to acid sounds and voices are drawn to the artist within the psychosis of her consciousness as she is dreaming up the uncertainties of an altered reality lurking within her.
The artist's plan is to mask all moving imagery to lose one's self from identifying with the real world, with social class, or race. To compose a non-objective and abstract representational moving image of dream reality, The artist designs moving paintings and brings together visual poetry of a hypnotic fantasy distorting reality. The artist pays homage to the new punk cinema movement and its cinematic language of anti-art art film-volta D.I.Y freedom of expressionism. The artist has outlined her filmmaking production to consist of an acid dream computerized acid dream simulation of digital film making by superseding the camera at times with collage filmmaking as well as including captured footage.
Where an open window of artistic blessing allows the artist to look through her looking glass of cathode portal reflections, all the artist sees is a spectrum of a wrinkle in time looking back at herself, through her glowing eyes of out of control experimentation
As the video artist's film-making ideologies allow room for the acid dream experience to become unpredictable with wishful thinking deeply rooted in the unconscious. The artist finds herself motivated to create experimental video art acid pop-art film as though it cannot be defined as the way its unique cinematic language is always ready and willing to utilize innovative and unorthodox methods.
The artist hopes the audience is left to witness their imagination wide openly during the acid dream experiment of realizing their waking dreams and how it can be proven by entangled emotions and feelings of surprising containment of revolutionary meta-physical psychology. A thrill that keeps one in the transformations of evolved conciseness, brought on by a mindful entrapment of bliss as experiencing life in the present moment of a lyrical distortion of visual poetry.
A goal for when the unexpected and unusual state of altered consciousness becomes apart of the viewing experience as the artist hopes a unique fascination of wonderment and sensual arousal awakens her soul for new creative possibility. Somehow transcending into the dreamer is like a celestial orbit of void and circumstance, lost to travel the unknown universe existing in a timeless and, far beyond a desolate hidden dream world. of magical illusion
The artist aim's to showcase an extended collection and body of newer work presenting video installation from her favorite acid dream experiments using cathode ray tubes via DVD players with an exhibition where gallery walls will display limited edition digital prints of video stills taken from her gallery and portfolio archive.
Where the setting for single-channel and multi-channel projection will present the directorial debut of the artist's acid dream experimental video art film; Doors of Acid Dream Perception. Suitable for a wandering and seated audience. The Doors of Acid Dream Perception exhibition will take place at The South Texas Museum Of Pop Culture in San Antonio, Texas sometime in 2021 by appointment and virtual tour.
To make things more interesting each member of the audience will be given a piece of paper with directions once they enter the space. The directions explain a drawing must be made by the audience member illustrating the acid dreams they see in the video artist's film Doors Of Acid Dream Perception. Once the film has ended. Birthday Gurl is then given the drawings and must communicate her own perception of the drawing through improvisation of the spoken word to find her way of perceiving the audience's many meanings of acid dreams seen in her film while the film plays back in a loop.



As the artist is the dreamer she aims to create a vision of spontaneous escape from a collection and conjunction of composed abstract film volta expressionism, exploring rhythmic psychic humanity found in the artist's looking glass of encapsulated hallucinations which she experiences to seek out transformation for illusion.
Inspired by her lost connection with reality, by daydreaming the artist seeks deeper meaning and explanation to her incurable mental hygiene. 
Like witnessing the dreamer’s destiny to timelessly travel on a bountiful psychedelic journey of acid daydream simulations, from a mind expansion, and self-actualization of trying to understand the missing pieces to the untold story of missing and disguised characters.

Contained by a gallery of melting superimposed blacklight acid rainbows, among a trajectory of rebellious imperfections from a circus of escalating moving imagery. Into an experiment of acid dreaming the beautiful mistakes into electric melodies, reversed synthesizer, and unexpected pitch. Elapsed in a delay where echoes are left to discover the masked dialogued. Bound for artistic eureka, a profound acid awakening that leaves us wrapped on the psychological edge of our consciousness being kept in the present moment of spoken word transcendence, unveiling the birth of the artist's doors of acid dream perception in the freedom of "Chromatika".